One Year to the day...

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Today marks one year to the day since I have had the pleasure of utilizing www.blogger.com I started with my 'On the Cusp of Madness' blog then 'Care & Concern' blog and since my release from HMP Holloway, I have been writing this blog. Yesterday I uploaded a couple of imovies which I have made whilst I am in SLaM psychiatric hospital, on an acute locked women's ward on 'Youtube'. I shall attempt to upload them both for you. Together they are approximately four minutes in duration. I added another imovie today, but that is almost ten minutes. 

Tomorrow is September and then it's Black History month, World Mental Health Day, as well as both my and Lady Margaret Thatcher's shared birthday. I am looking forward to returning to, my meetings, my full-time employment, my abode, paying my bills, contact with my beloved son, and my mother, as well as, actively campaigning for my Conservative Political Party in Brixton...

i LOVE her

i LOVE her

[Carloyn Cowan HUGO]
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I have now been safely ensconced on the locked psychiatric Elleen Skellen 3 [ES3] Women's ward of the South London Maudsley Hospital [SLaM] for ten days. I arrived here from A4 wing of HMP Holloway womens Prison on Thursday 20th August 2009, on a court section S37. The Judge of South Western Magistrate court followed the advice of my court psychiatric report and probation.
So What!
I said I was guilty from the very start.



I have been recording podcasts on my personal 'apple macbook' and listening to and viewing my ipod touch and classic. I have made a few personal short movies. one for my beloved son James, Carolyn Cowan HUGO [i Love her] and of myself.



I am currently situated in the clients IT suite on ES3 and have just been handed the correspondence of a routledge Taylor & Francis Group www.routledge.com/history catalogue. I am smitten with Routlege as I purchased the 'Who's who of Lesbian and Gay history by Wotherspoon and Aldrich Vol 1 & Vol 2 from this publisher and gained the autogragh of the Bishop Rev Gene Robinson.

Yesterday's the Guardian Newspaper had an article about Rev Gene Robinson



Trifluoperazine sugar free liquid 6mls is administered to me each night. Since 2nd July 2009, I have remained on unpaid leave from my full time paid employment with Thames Reach Bondway.

During my time in HMP Holloway I wrote a 'Bent...Straight' piece for the 'Shut... Up' UK Prison magazine. I am of the impression that it may have been published.



Rough Justice? No way! I love that woman and her children Louis & Isadora.

Rear View Mirror

'This is what a loving couple looks like'

Rear View Mirror

My theory. A tribute to Heterosexual Monogamous Loving Trusting Respectful, supportive couples:

The recipricated loving Sexual Coitus of a woman to her male husband of penetrative anal stimulation...with the use of a dildo [strapped on or otherwise] purchased a outlets such as 'Ann Summers' example Old Compton Street SOHO, London W1 [West One] UK.

Open mindedness, Willingness and Honesty are essential requirments.



This theory is an additon to my 100% Satisfaction theory which can be found on my either On the Cusp of Madness or CareConcern blogs.